Frustrated.

I've had plenty of time to write lately. I have written lately, a lot. I just can't use any of it, none of it makes any sense. I realize the reason for that is that I don't know what the hell it is I want to actually say, and that kind of pisses me off. What point am I trying to make? I was working on a post about flirting, and no lie, I took a break from it to do some heavy-duty flirting. Seriously.

I'm clearly not ready to talk about that.

So writing has been kind of a bust lately. I've jotted down a few ideas, but that's about it. How awful is it for me to feel this way so soon into it? You know, in school, if an exam was an essay, I had it made. Practically a guaranteed "A", they were really easy for me. But that was different in a way, because we were given a subject, and I knew what I was trying to say, to prove. That's not the case here. I have to come up with my own ideas. I have to figure out my own voice, what I'm want to say.

Trust me, it's harder than it looks. And I'm a little frustrated.